i have stopped blogging for quite a long time..where should i start ?hmm..oo got back report book.i m quite happy about it..NO more c6 and below in my report book and L1R5 improved by 5 points. YEEPE!!mom bet with me and she lose..she allows me to shop bcoz of my result.on friday i went orchard with guardian angel and i only bought 1 levi's shoes(it's freaking pain.SHIT IT)..saw one MANGO bag at Wisma but it's quite expensive(75 bucks).wanted to get it but i was afraid that mom will scold me if she find out that i buy bag AGAIN..there are too many things that i wanna buy right now !hahah..
guardian angel bought quite a lot of things.hahah..i was suppose to attend halloween party but too bad i was too tired after walking at orchard for few hours.rush home to get the name tags and sent it to tanah merah when there were freking heavy rain going on and the cab was 23 bucks(SHIT IT)..
sunday morning went to church with chica and devina(i cant remember her name), went home after that coz i was no mood..jody told me that i gotta enlarge my capacity to handle stress..she knows that i get frustrated easily and i'll start to throw my temper as what i did on friday night..
today went for school n i was late(ASS !)..mdm sin said : devi, u r so early today(SCARSM)..today all lessons were damn boring..amath couldnt absorb what was being taught..Mdm choo asked me why i did so badly for amath(i only got c5 for amath)..i was thinking about the taiwanese drama(fated to love you) when i was doing amath paper..haahha..i also dont know why..today skipped POA and went to pizza hut with meliana.i searched for air plane tiket for the holiday n ended up mom told me that she is BUSY!wth..always like that..that time she said mybe we shall go to bali but i suggested bangkok and she said ok.now she says busy..ASS!she asked me to go with my sis n my friends.wth!!haizz..


PS: is this the best for us ?idk but i wish it's NOT

let's recall !! hmm..too many things had happened during last week..cant remember all..ohh y i got back all my common test results..not very happy with my results..some subjects are below my expectation..and of course below my mom's expectation..get scolded n nagged for dont know how long bcoz i got c6 for amath..and i will have amath tuition every sunday after sept holiday..i hate having tuition on the weekend but too bad..she doesnot know that i got c5 got emath,haha..she'll get heart attack when she knows.hahha..bloody geog pulls down my comb humanities marks.from a1 to b3..HELL!!..the rest quite ok la..eng b4.poa A1.chem a2.phy a1..

skipped CCA on monday n fri coz sis came..since monday till friday i accompanied her after school..reached home about 11..exhausted!!..i slept during malay, ss n POA..hahhaa..had emath n amath test last week..i think i m gonna fail again..oo ya my sis got me the shoes that i want..hahha :)..so irritated during amath class..wanna tell some attention seeker to stop attract attention n keep UR MOUTH SHUT..seriously i and meliana are going crazy during amath class..

watched final destination with my sis' help..hahha..she helped me get the ticket bfore she went back and gave me her previous student pass.so now i can watch M18..hahaa..the advertisements in M18 was damn scary.. i closed my eyes almost all the time when there was a horror movie preview..there was a time when i thought the movie preview was over n i opened my eyes, there !!!! the ghost appeared with blood over her face..damn scary..i screamed like hell..hahaha

thinking of staying here for sept holiday or going back to indo..i wanna go back but scared for EOY exam..if i stay here, will i study n wont i feel bored ??oo y sherly's parents asked me to go back with sherly to their place..haha...need to ask my mom's permission 1st..hav no idea where is she now..called her but her phone was not active..should i go back ??

i think this post is too long...hahhaa..sorry too wordy.. :)

let's recall
monday ?
ohh it was holiday
wanted to stay at home study for common test
but sherly's mom asked me to go out..not nice to reject her so yeah went along with sherly n her parents to vivo..watched G.I joe!!damn cool !! i like the movie..her dad is nice joker..hahaha..then decided to go home earlier to prepare fo CT..read through geog, phy n SS..headed to suntec city for dinner..had dinner at aston..in this past 2 weeks,i think i ate at aston n thai express about 6 times oredi..getting sick of the menu..hahaa

tues,wed, thur just the same..having CT..hopefully can pass ALL the subjects..for amath, C6 will do for me..i dun nid A1..coz i only did 3 out of 7 qsns..but every qsn carries different mark..if i fail, confirm my mom wil nag nag n nag..

friday had amath remedial till 1+ then went to watch UP..wat a funnny movie..luv Russael~~..sat went bugis with sherly n uni..uni is DOWN now..so went out n tried to cheer her up..ganbette uni !!!i saw 1 shoes n handbag there..damn nice !! added to my "shopping lists "..hahahaa..my sis is comin..hopefully can ask her to get them for me..hahhaa..tried to ask dad n mom come here but..haizz...as usual : BUSY, they cant come here.

today went church..woke up late..then took cab(again!T.T)..what a waste !!reached home, packed those unused books n some stuffs(prepare for next month~move house, YEY finally i dun nid to stuck in this room with NO AIRCON!!! hot n stuffy )..around 6 i went down for running..had severe stomachache after that..i hav no idea why it happened again..haiizz..damn PAIN!!i dun wanna sleep alone at mt.alvernia anymore !!no hospitalization !ahhaaa

wahhhh this post so long !..hahaha..sorry..KW !

i wanted to work to get extra money
but too bad dad n mom dont agree
zzzz
last sunday i went suntec city with my guardian n sherly.one fella promoted us make up stuffs n we decided to buy
i took out money from my wallet ($160)
n handed to him but he said : hold on, give me later i need to write something 1st..then i holded on the money untill i reached home,when i wanted to change i realised the money is still in my pocket !!hahaha stupid fella..2morrow after going church i m going wisma atria(some company) to return the money..oo ye yesterday went singapore indoor stadium attended the FESTIVAL OF PRAISE..got TRUEWORSHIPPERS(sidney mohede is awesome, GREAT !!!i m crazy over him now..hahahaha..)got rev.MARK corner preeched about WORRIES..'dont worry about ur past and things that u can do'..
tuesday i went for chemistry tuition and my tuitor said :U SHOW ME A GREAT PERFORMANCE TODAY..woww..so glad!for the 1st time!my chem suckss, i always dun understand..ahhaa..
wednesday got cca, staircase 40x (GILA)..muscleache now T.T..coach told ms,chen n she told me that coach is very impressed with my performance that day..hahaha

andreww asked me to update 1
hahahaa
andrew -tall
kind
siao
smart(geog top scorer)
"very good" in chinese
funny
hahhaaaa

hmm

got no idea on what to write

my hubby asked me to update

i just found my husband few days ago

and i got a son called : decky

3 years old

my hubby is a pilot

awesome right ?

we have a happy family although he is not always around

*full of nonsense

hahhaaa



everyday do the same activities

every morning when i wake up, the first thing that in my mind is : will school call and infrorm that school is close coz of H1n1...
day dreaming
go school
sleep in most of the classes
dont even know wat's goin on
oo y bcoz of the big jumbo
i become chem rep
wth
i was talkin with guardian angel
then suddenly boss shout my name
i was like : huh ?wat happen?
siaoo siaa
pple like me who "LIKE" chem ALOT bcome chem rep
hopeless
hhahaa
still havnt get rid of my bad habitt
sherly said she is gonna throw IT away
hahaaa
i promised her that i'll quit after this
now i like pig, after school sleep till bout 8
then at night cant sleep
when can i stop from this kind of boring life ?
grrrrrrrrr

realised that i m too far from God
now i never attend cellgroup
never touch bible which i used to read it everynight
and today i didn't go to church
i was watching chc-online
then got video, and indonesian said on the video :
THOSE WHO ARE FAR FROM GOD, TURN BACK TURN BACK!
i have no idea why i became like this
now i feel a people walking aimlessly in my life
i dont know what i want and what i should do
God is the only one who can help me
i wanna change
i dont want like this anymore
T.T
from past two weeks, i get back my bad habits
i quit from that thingy long time ago
i promised to myself that i m not gonna do it again
but when i was so stress
i started to do it
grrrrrrrrr
i know i m wrong but i dont know why i keep repeating the same mistakes(SINS Grrrr)
i dont know who i can turn to
that's why i m writing here

i m going back awhile more
i don't really wanna go back
but i cant find reason with give them
my big reason is : here i can meet my piggy
meeting him is important for me..
hahah
sounds siao
nvm
i cant give them this reason
mom will kill me 1st
hmm
hopin that he will come later so that i can meet him
i think he is still sleepin
piggy!!
oo ya before i go back
mom asked me to go OG buy something that i hate to do n never do before
buy underwear for DAD
wth
sounds ridiculous luh
a girl goes OG buying men underwear
wthhhhhhhhhhhh

bb babiiii
i want ur 100% love
i dun wanna share with anybody
i wanna e ur only special 1
*sounds damn ego
hahah
love u